He’s the constant
Reflection in my mind
My suspended memory
Mirrored into time
Laying me to rest
In my slow state of measure
Brilliant to his moments
My guilty state of pleasure
Lost inside his reverie
Subdued in his emotions
I cannot handle
Nor can I conceive
Hiking over terrains
crossing mounds and boundaries
So unexpected
Didn’t think his heart would enrapture like this
Frighting to me with his rules and restrictions
Danger in his doubts and convictions
His struggle to stay consistent
His disappearance and his resistance
What a perfect contradiction
Struggling to push him away
Pulling to make him to stay
This is a war at heart
A battle defeated to begin
The risk of life
A war in love
in this i cannot win